Ok so here it is my husband hates my brother and mother especially her and they hate him. They dont think they are sticking me in the middle of this but this is my family and my husband I'm in the middle even if I tried not to be. My husband is not allowed in my mother's house anymore and wants nothing to do with him. IMMATURE RIGHT!!!! ok so thats one thing. Then the other is that I dont think that I am in love with ryan anymore. I dont have the heart to tell him that and be honest because it would tear him up but I want out. I made the mistake to jump into a marriage so early. I never wanted to get married anyway and look whtat I did I married a man who has 3 kids and cant have anymore and I DO!! how could I give that up?? Hes a control freak and hes a baby I want a strong man who has trust and faith in me. THey always fool me though they are great and then they turn into creeps. i want to go do what i want to do when i want to do it and raise my daughter they way i want ot raise her and not have to raise 3 more kids who arnt really mine and having to fight with another paretn of the children because they are seperated. I want to leave but its so hard and i care about ryan and I dont want to hurt him and i love those kids and I dont want to be another mom who left their dad and i dont want to pull ryan away form my daughter either but I am so miserable. I wish there was jsut an easy way out. If anyone knows of one let me know.
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These people are in serious need of my services!
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Ok so here it is my husband hates my brother and mother especially her and they hate him. They dont think they are sticking me in the middle of this but this is my family and my husband I'm in the middle even if I tried not to be. My husband is not allowed in my mother's house anymore and wants nothing to do with him. IMMATURE RIGHT!!!! ok so thats one thing. Then the other is that I dont think that I am in love with ryan anymore. I dont have the heart to tell him that and be honest because it would tear him up but I want out. I made the mistake to jump into a marriage so early. I never wanted to get married anyway and look whtat I did I married a man who has 3 kids and cant have anymore and I DO!! how could I give that up?? Hes a control freak and hes a baby I want a strong man who has trust and faith in me. THey always fool me though they are great and then they turn into creeps. i want to go do what i want to do when i want to do it and raise my daughter they way i want ot raise her and not have to raise 3 more kids who arnt really mine and having to fight with another paretn of the children because they are seperated. I want to leave but its so hard and i care about ryan and I dont want to hurt him and i love those kids and I dont want to be another mom who left their dad and i dont want to pull ryan away form my daughter either but I am so miserable. I wish there was jsut an easy way out. If anyone knows of one let me know.
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