I've done questionable things...

Remorse, 24-7. Your's has done things you are not proud of. Are we powerless to fix? It's like watching from the outside of the fish bowl. It's like sitting in the audience at the movies and shouting at the screen, as much as you may want to change things it won't make any difference.

You DOn't Get OUt of Bed Any MORE

She's also had some hard times, and some weird times. Some skank mutant stole her powers and her memories, and she gave birth to her own boyfriend who had her under some kinda mind control, and then at some point she became a drunk.