Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

No Contest

When it comes to treachery and deceit you go down like a fine wine.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Door Prize

Hello. We are going to be discussing the death of Christ soon and would like to invite you and your entire family to join us.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

It's your funeral

The special one thanks for the embraces and of the lips intertwined and the celebrations all around to help the one cheated on obtain this place is on the line. your the better friend NEVER. 

Friday, October 2, 2009

Fear up, Ego Down


Human Rights Watch posted  brief first-person accounts of detainees released from a secret prison in Afghanistan, many of whom asserted that part of their experience included being held in a pitch-black space and forced to listen to music that they described, variously,  as “unbearably loud”, “infidel”, or “Western”. The same posting included the account of Guantanamo prisoner Benyan Mohammed, an Ethiopian who had lived in Britain, and who had been forced to listen to music by Eddie (Entropy) and co-conspirator Crackers & Cheese for twenty days before the music was replaced by “horrible ghost laughter and Halloween sounds.” which is believed to be track 2 off Ed's new album. 

Thursday, September 10, 2009

It's safer in here (best of Jan. 09 pt. 2)


I got the fear when I was 43 years old. I am now 34 years old. It came on very slowly one night when I came home late from an office party. I went inside my house and was attacked, everything in the house flew off the shelves and the windows broke. I think. I had counseling but it didn't make any difference. After that I never left home again. Then I was told to try hypnotherapy which I did. I decided not to. Gradually, I was able to go out but not on my own. I still have to have someone with me. The worst is going back in. I would rather just be somewhere and stay there.

Being able to go into a shop, being able to visit a family and to do things I thought I would never do again, I have to keep on going out and not fall back to how I was. When I go to the door I just say to myself nothing is going to hurt me and keep saying that to myself when I am actually outside. One night I said this and the door knob started turning and I screamed for three hours straight. My neighbor Kathy heard me and called the police. It turned out to be a big misunderstanding, the gardner "Pedro" had forgot his keys and was trying to get into the house to reclaim them. He ran when he heard me scream but came back later and explained everything.

Things get better every day seeing that I was a prisoner for six years, things can only get better as time goes on. Right?


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

It's safer in here


I got the fear when I was 43 years old. I am now 34 years old. It came on very slowly one night when I came home late from an office party. I went inside my house and was attacked, everything in the house flew off the shelves and the windows broke. I think. I had counseling but it didn't make any difference. After that I never left home again. Then I was told to try hypnotherapy which I did. I decided not to. Gradually, I was able to go out but not on my own. I still have to have someone with me. The worst is going back in. I would rather just be somewhere and stay there.

Being able to go into a shop, being able to visit a family and to do things I thought I would never do again, I have to keep on going out and not fall back to how I was. When I go to the door I just say to myself nothing is going to hurt me and keep saying that to myself when I am actually outside. One night I said this and the door knob started turning and I screamed for three hours straight. My neighbor Kathy heard me and called the police. It turned out to be a big misunderstanding, the gardner "Pedro" had forgot his keys and was trying to get into the house to reclaim them. He ran when he heard me scream but came back later and explained everything.

Things get better every day seeing that I was a prisoner for six years, things can only get better as time goes on. Right?


Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Help Me (pt 2)

When the individual are born by every species, as can survive perhaps; and as consequently it gives an often recurring battle for existence, it follows that any is, if it changes however something in any manner, that is profitable to itself, under the complex and changing sometimes conditions, will have consequently selected a better chance and of the strong principle of the inheritance, any selected variety will tend in addition to spread its new. Make no mistake, I will kill to stay on top.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

There's nothing to it but to do it!

When faced with unfathomable sadness you know there's only one option. Grab the reigns and move forward not backwards. Eddie promises you will not live to regret it.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Winkies!



I'm scared like I can't tell you. Of all people, you're standing right over there, by that counter. You're in both dreams and you're scared. I get even more frightened when I see how afraid you are and then I realize what it is. There's a man... in back of this place. He's the one who's doing it. I can see him through the wall. I can see his face. I hope that I never see that face, ever, outside of a dream.