All of a sudden all will and determination to fight on has left me. I have long ago prepared myself for the time when I reached the end of the trail. I feel calm and at peace and grateful that I can go to sleep painlessly. I feel justified in terminating a life which no longer holds any hope of having the essentials which make it worth living -- I did desperately want to get well -- I still had much to live for -- hope for recovery -- hope of a reunion with the children -- work which I loved and which could have given me financial security and great satisfaction. But it was not to be -- I am defeated and exhausted physically and emotionally.
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┗━━┳━┳━━┃ Fuck You!
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I seem to have lost all will and determination to carry on as well. Lately I'm unable to get out of bed before three. When i do get up I look in the mirror and cry. It takes me hours to get dressed, I find myself lost in a labyrinth of decission making. What should I wear? Usually I just end up crying for a few hours and then get back in bed by six. Around midnight I get up and eat a piece of choclate cake while watching reruns of Newhart. I hope good things are heading my way.
I remember one time when I was high I had a great time writing a suicide letter that I then proceeded to post to my popular blog! You people would laugh so hard if you read the comments section as my readers thought that I was actually serious! LOL! I love to smoke the weed!
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