After a very difficult month, it's dawned on me that I don't really have the time or interest to continue this blog. I feel like I've put a lot into it and received very little in return. There's a certain level of interaction one hopes for when they bare their heart and soul in an open forum like this and, other than unsupportive hecklers, I don't feel I've gotten much in return. I have more important things to do than shout into a void day in and day out. So, I'm closing this place down for good tomorrow and deleting this blog.