Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Help Me (paert tree)

All of a sudden all will and determination to fight on has left me. I have long ago prepared myself for the time when I reached the end of the trail. I feel calm and at peace and grateful that I can go to sleep painlessly. I feel justified in terminating a life which no longer holds any hope of having the essentials which make it worth living -- I did desperately want to get well -- I still had much to live for -- hope for recovery -- hope of a reunion with the children -- work which I loved and which could have given me financial security and great satisfaction. But it was not to be -- I am defeated and exhausted physically and emotionally.

7 comments:

gezicht22 said...

┏━━━━━━┓ 
┏┫  | |  ┣┓  ┏┓
┗┫━━ ┃ ━━┣┛  ┣┫ wasted my time
 ┃ ━━━━━ ┃ ┏┳┫┣┳┓ 
 ┗━━┳━┳━━┃  Fuck You!
━━━━┃ ┃    ┗━┳┳━┛
━━━━┃ ┗━━━━━┛┃

Anonymous said...

tHIS is the Sexiest suicide letter I've ever seen!

Cary Stayner. said...

Wow! Where can I meet women like this?

ANDY said...

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creepy older man said...

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King Franco said...

I seem to have lost all will and determination to carry on as well. Lately I'm unable to get out of bed before three. When i do get up I look in the mirror and cry. It takes me hours to get dressed, I find myself lost in a labyrinth of decission making. What should I wear? Usually I just end up crying for a few hours and then get back in bed by six. Around midnight I get up and eat a piece of choclate cake while watching reruns of Newhart. I hope good things are heading my way.

bilbo "dank stank" bloggins said...

I remember one time when I was high I had a great time writing a suicide letter that I then proceeded to post to my popular blog! You people would laugh so hard if you read the comments section as my readers thought that I was actually serious! LOL! I love to smoke the weed!