There were times when unhappiness seemed so all-encompassing that I could not for the life of me see any way through. Those days are over now that all of our dreams are easy. I have no doubt that the final cleaning will come and the pictures on the inside of my eyelids will finally be seen by others. I have no doubt that emptiness can be joy rather than misery. I have no doubt that life will continue and flourish and foster my healthy wants and needs.