When faced with unfathomable sadness you know there's only one option. Grab the reigns and move forward not backwards.Eddie promises you will not live to regret it.
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I am been on meds for a while now and I still have problems. For almost 13 years now I have had this wretched insomnia. I never sleep enough and it varies, sometimes I can't fall asleep; these days I fall asleep but wake up after an hour or 2 because I have to urinate (90% of the time) and can't fall back asleep, even though I am taking trazedone and bromazepam. Just a living pharmacy now...after 13 years I have no illusions anymore; in October I start my MA...I am dreading it in some ways because I cannot concentrate because of the constant exhaustion. Am I too just keep on taking one medication after another...I don't know. I have really decided that if things don't improve...and I mean long term improvements, I don't want to live like this. This is no life, as a zombie; I know people here can relate, insomnia is like hell on earth; you cannot enjoy life. I am tired of this life, tired of being tired. I haven't slept an 8 hour uninterrupted night in 13 years. For the sleep masters this is a given...I am sure you can understand my lack of desire to live with this condition. I am 31 now. I want to be ambitious, reach for things, achieve my goals but I simply cannot this way. Once in a blue moon I might have a 5 or 6 hour night but these are so rare and it's always back to the drawing board. Always the same thing...
I am quite there yet but I think euthanasia might be the only possible 'solution' since a life like this is not a life at all; I missed out on the last decade because of it...what's the point of continuing to miss out...anyone else out there feel the same?
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You go first.
I killed myself once, and I did it way better than you ever could.
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I pray for your death Eddie. Every night I pray for your death.
I'll buy your next album if you go through with it Eddie, but only as an investment.
No posts for a day. Does this mean you've gone and done it? Hope springs eternal.
ALL KIDDING ASSIDE HAVE ANY OF YOUR GUYS HEQARD FROM EDDIE??
Here's hoping!
This blog is a lot better without Eddie around to fuck it up.
Naw he's not dead, I doubt that sad bastard could even do that right.
I am been on meds for a while now and I still have problems. For almost 13 years now I have had this wretched insomnia. I never sleep enough and it varies, sometimes I can't fall asleep; these days I fall asleep but wake up after an hour or 2 because I have to urinate (90% of the time) and can't fall back asleep, even though I am taking trazedone and bromazepam. Just a living pharmacy now...after 13 years I have no illusions anymore; in October I start my MA...I am dreading it in some ways because I cannot concentrate because of the constant exhaustion. Am I too just keep on taking one medication after another...I don't know. I have really decided that if things don't improve...and I mean long term improvements, I don't want to live like this. This is no life, as a zombie; I know people here can relate, insomnia is like hell on earth; you cannot enjoy life. I am tired of this life, tired of being tired. I haven't slept an 8 hour uninterrupted night in 13 years. For the sleep masters this is a given...I am sure you can understand my lack of desire to live with this condition. I am 31 now. I want to be ambitious, reach for things, achieve my goals but I simply cannot this way. Once in a blue moon I might have a 5 or 6 hour night but these are so rare and it's always back to the drawing board.
Always the same thing...
I am quite there yet but I think euthanasia might be the only possible 'solution' since a life like this is not a life at all; I missed out on the last decade because of it...what's the point of continuing to miss out...anyone else out there feel the same?
Eddie killed himself? Seriously? What the fuck
GUYSS I"vE STILL NOT MBEEN ABLE OY GETY IN TOUCH WIT H EDDIE?? IF YOUREE READGAINGH THIS EDDIEE BPLEASE LET US KnowE THAT YOU"RE OKAY P
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Has anyone seen my son? Please tell him to call home and that everything is forgiven. His dinner is still in the fridge!
C'mon Eddie, you worthless fuck, come out of hiding so I can kick your fucking ass
I'm going to resurrect Eddie's rotting corpse so I can beat the undead shit out of him.
Come back Eddie, come back!
sounds like it was mom's dinner that pulled you back. trust a fattie to follow his belly!
What, Eddie killed himself?!?!
I had nothing to do with any of this.
I remember that glorious time when we all thought Eddie was dead! I am optimistic that time will come again, for real this time!
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